Stop, Look, and Listen.

Ever have those times in your life where you feel like you can do it all?

You know, where you see all of the potential in something and see how things can be done and you're just so eager to accomplish it that you want to start right now. You want to get things done right away and you're totally confident you can do it all on your own.

Well... today God reminded me that it's really okay to stop, look, and listen to Him for guidance. It started as I was walking out of play rehearsal this evening. We rehearse at the local Lutheran Church, and on the door to the steps was a stop sign that read "Stop, look, and listen to God" in bold letters. I've probably passed this sign 100 times just in the play rehearsals, but it never really hit me until today.

If you're reading this blog-- actually taking the time to read every word-- I'm going to assume you know who I am. And if you know who I am--who I really am-- I'm going to assume that you know how much I love Camp Union. It is a place that is so special to me that I can't imagine spending my summers anywhere else but there. I love the place. And this year I have the privilege of even directing the Elementary weeks with two of the Godliest Women I've ever met.

Anyway.... we were at a meeting today, and have been at meetings recently where I've found myself so excited to be doing things for camp. I always get excited for camp. (If you're reading this, and have gone through my equation above, this should be no surprise for you). We go out for work days, and my mind is constantly racing on how things can improve, what we can do differently for sustainability throughout the camp, and new fun ideas for the campers during the weeks they are here. In my head I am like a superhero: invincible, unstoppable, and ready to take on each and every challenge my ADD brain likes to muster up while I'm at camp. And then today, during our directors meeting, I found myself so excited and ready to finish all these crafts ideas and write my talk and just get things done. I was ready to start right now and get things done right away.

So my mind is racing as fast as I feel like my body races between events in my life (seriously, my schedule is crazy. But I LOVE it). I went through rehearsal, but I wasn't really there because I had drifted to camp to work on some project in my mind. After rehearsal I walked to the door to go down the steps and read that stop sign in passing. But then as I got in my car it really hit me.

I need to Stop
              Look
          and Listen to God.

I need to stop worrying so much about all that I see that needs to be done at camp. Obviously God has it all under control (He's been doing that for quite some time now. Just read the bible- It's a pretty cool story!) God will take care of it and provide the materials and people needed at the right time. And why is it the right time? Because it's God's time. And not my time. Because my time is the wrong time (Because I'm not God).

I need to Look to God. I don't need to look to camp and see what needs to be accomplished. I need to look to God and see that He is working it out, again in His time (It's the right time, remember?). And, if you look at one of my previous blogs, you'll see that truly I can't do any of the things that I want to do without looking to God, because HE gives me the strength. (I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.. again, read the bible! It's such a cool story that's so true!) God's got this all under control. I just need to look to Him for guidance, because it's His plan after all. Definitely not the petty plan I make up in my ADD brain.

I need to Listen to God. Perhaps I'm sitting here planning out the next craft activity for a group of 2-4 graders, and God is screaming at me, "HEY BRICE! WORRY ABOUT THAT LATER AND WORK ON SPENDING TIME WITH ME! THE CRAFT WILL COME I PROMISE!" Or perhaps God is calling my attention to another part of camp that I haven't even thought about because I'm too worked up in my own thoughts and haven't stopped to listen to God.

So what am I saying about all this? Well, I'm a list person so let me give you a bref summary in list form.

1. I have an ADD brain.
2. Stop, look, listen to God.
3. I Love Camp Union
4. I'm so honored to be working with awesome people who love the Lord while I'm at camp.
5. It's okay to be excited about things, but don't forget to Stop, look, and listen to what God has in store. Trust me, I've read the bible, and I'm sure His plans are far better than anything you or I could come up with. (Jeremiah 29:11... READ THE BIBLE FOR SERIOUS!)

And so it goes....



Stop and Listen- Bethany Dillon

Why Teach Music?

"Why do we teach music? What makes music different from every other subject?" My Brass Methods professor as well as academic adviser posed this very interesting question the other day. She posed this question in front of 9 Music Education Majors, so you would think this question would be answered quite quickly.

"Music is a unique form of expression."
"Yeah! It's an outlet for students who get bogged down with normal class" We thought we were so smart, getting the answer on the first try.

"But, doesn't art do that? That doesn't make Music different. What makes music different?" My professor's response left us speechless for a few minutes.

"Music teaches students to be quick thinkers and work together toward a common goal." So do sports, and any other cooperative learning activity.

"Music is like another language" So are other languages.

What makes music so unique from everything else? Because if music only has something to offer that other classes/organizations already offer at school, what's the point of even offering music? Why should we continue teaching music if it's only purpose was to benefit the other classes a student was taking, and didn't stand alone as an important and necessary subject? I pondered this question for a very long time. Probably two weeks now, in fact.

And It finally dawned on me, the above conversation is the exact reason why we should teach music in our schools and makes it so unique. Music cannot be explained. We try so hard to explain it using the notions we know true for other subjects, and music simply does not fit that mold. Music is something completely different from the other subjects, that it's nearly impossible to explain it. Therefore, it is just a sensation that only you can understand by experiencing it. By teaching students through music, we are allowing for them to come in contact with something so unexplainable, words don't need to be used.  How powerful is that? You can reach students through this phenomenon and not even have to explain to them the value, they will simply know because they can experience it. Wow. What a cool thing.

And so it goes...

Easter Song

I was supposed to sing at church, so my mom told me to sing an Easter song, because it was the week before Easter, and our church was doing a Cantata. I of course thought this was a good idea, and immediately set out to find a song that fit the category of "Easter Song."

But then, I started thinking.

EVERY SONG IS AN EASTER SONG.

Think about it, during the Easter season we as Christians celebrate the resurrection of our Savior and Lord after He had died for our sins on the cross. We are called to remember the magnitude of the love displayed for us on that day, and are thankful for the stone being rolled away on Easter Sunday.

But why isn't that what we do every day? Why should it be different? Shouldn't we remember the love of our Savior everyday? Shouldn't we try to understand the love only our Father could show for us? Why does it have to be labeled as an "Easter Song?" Why can't it just be a  "Jesus Song" and sung every day? That's what I believe anyway.

So I sang an Easter song, but it wasn't one that was in the list of  "Easter Songs" Google spit back at me from my quick search. It was instead one that I felt was a testament to God's power and grace. And, of course, it was totally  a God moment, because only He would give me the gift of singing and allow me to sing a song that is glorifying Him. Yeah, it was Easter, but it was just a "Jesus song." I was simply praising my father, as we should do every day.

And so it goes...

Thoughts of Mine

Here is a random thought train when thinking about Luke 19:

Jesus come to Zacchaeus' house
Zacchaeus was a tax collector
Tax collectors were sinners
Sinners are lost from God
A sin is a sin as a sin is a sin
All of us are sinners --> ALL have fallen short of the Glory of God
Jesus wants to come to our house
Jesus lives in our hearts, we are a temple
We are like Zacchaeus
Luke 19:10 "For the Son of Man came to seek and save what was lost."
Jesus seeks us out
Jesus saves us, for we are lost
Jesus is my Superhero

And so it goes..

Super Vision

You know what this world needs? Jesus.

You know what this world doesn't need? Me.

This world does not need me. They don't need me to tell them that they need Jesus. They get enough of that every day. What they really need is to see Jesus. They need for me to stop talking, and start showing the love that knows no ends.

Only God can save the world, so why should my mouth get in the way? Instead, why don't I just show Jesus in whatever way I can?  I am determined to stop talking about  a savior who is merciful and just, and instead start showing Him in my every day life.

This means praying for loved ones, as well as for enemies.
This means reading my bible and searching for truth.
This means declaring the truth I find.
This means not judging others, for it is not my place to judge.
This means loving people who are unloveable.
This means reaching out to those who are in need.
This means praising God for the good AND the bad, for it is all according to His plan.
This means letting God do work in my life so that others can see Him shining through me.
This means recognizing when God is working in my life, and praising Him for it.

No this does not mean that I will stop talking. But it does mean I will strive to speak truth. When I tell the world that they are sinners and Jesus died for them, I can almost hear the world reply "Tell me something I don't know." Instead, why don't I embrace the love that God has for us, share that love, and tell the world that Jesus lives!? Isn't that a cool story?

People say "I gotta see it to believe it." So from now on, I'm going to strive to let people see Jesus in me, so that they can believe and be saved.

And so it goes..

Super Strength from a Super God

"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength"- Philippians 4:13


I sometimes think that verse should be rearranged to say "All things I can only do through Christ who gives me strength." To me, helps show the strength and power of our God, and gives credit to the one who is all powerful. In case you are not playing at home, the verse mentions two people "I", and "Christ". I am not powerful, especially ALL Powerful, so that leaves Christ for that calling. And so rightly He is. God has Super Strength.

I can only do the things THROUGH Christ, who strengthens me. All the things. That doesn't mean that  without Christ, I can do some of the things, but Christ adds on the rest that I lack. No. Everything that I have the ability to do is because of the Super Strength Christ gives me to do it. He is the one with all the power, and He is the one who deserves the Glory.

One of the most reassuring facts, at least to me, is that Jesus Christ doesn't need me. Christ is all powerful, wich means He has the strength and power to melt hearts of stone. He has the strength and power to reach out to the sinner. He can do it all on His own! He doesn't need me to reach out to the sinner. He doesn't need me to love the unloved. He doesn't need me to spread the Good News. He can do it all on His own. He doesn't need me- never has needed me, never will need me.  And I love it! Why, you ask? BECAUSE GOD WANTS ME!!!

"I took you from the ends of the earth, from its farthest corners I called you. I said, 'You are my servant'; I have chosen you and have not rejected you." Isaiah 41:9

I have been chosen by God to help further His kingdom. I have been Called by Christ to love the unloved. I have been selected by a Savior to reach out to the Sinner. Wow! How amazing!  And the cooler thing is, even when I am being the Hands and Feet of God, it's still not my doing! Why? Because  "All things I can only do through Christ who gives me Strength." God is giving me the strength to move. So in the end it's all God. I am a vessel for the Savior of the world! Praise be to God!

My God is a super hero.

And so it goes...

REAL love

Songs always seem to speak to me. Ya know, the whole face plant thing? Well.. It's because song's always seem to speak to me.. and whaddaya know? It happened again.

The song "Forever Reign"- by Hillsong has a chorus (as most pop songs do) and the lyrics go like this:

Oh!
I'm running to Your arms
I'm running to Your arms
The riches of Your love Will always be enough
Nothing compares to Your embrace
Light of the world Forever Reign

Yeah... that song has become my favorite as of right now. Which is saying something, because I generally can't pick a favorite song. But it is, because that line I have highlighted in red has been the biggest lesson of my summer.

This summer I had the opportunity to move up from a counselor at Camp  to the role of Assistant Director for two of the weeks. It was an exciting transition, but let me tell ya, it was the scariest transition of my life. Suddenly having to be in charge of decisions made at camp? Suddenly having to give a talk in front of 30+ 2nd-5th graders (depending on the week)? Woah buddy. Scary stuff.

But God doesn't give me more than I can handle, and He always stretches me to become something better through Him.

Being a director gave me the ability to really watch other counselors and see how they interacted with the kids. It was amazing to see counselors play crazy games during free time, step up and lead during group time, and even go out of their comfort zone in many situations. The love that was poured out into these kids was astounding and abundant- and it brought me a lot of joy.

However, there were times when I struggled a lot determining whether the counselors loved the kids as much as I wanted them to. Why did the counselors group together and not spread themselves out amongst the kids at times? Why did the counselors sometimes tell a kid no when all the kid wanted to do was play an easy, sit-down game? It didn't make sense to me, and at times I thought that the counselors were there for the wrong reason, and none of them were meeting the "ideal counselor" image I had in my mind.

Suddenly, that song came into my life. "The riches of YOUR love will always be enough." It hit me.. it isn't our love that matters for these kids' lives, it's JESUS' love! And His love will ALWAYS be enough- always abundant, always sufficient, always there. And Jesus love pours out amongst our counselors in all ways, all shapes, all sizes. It was after much prayer and thought about this song that I realized it wasn't what us directors had in mind for the "Best counselor", but what Jesus called as the best counselor. God has a purposed for all of the counselors at camp, and it isn't my job to Judge them based on how I would've handled situations. All the kids love the counselors, and ultimately see Jesus in them. Isn't that the goal?

God didn't put together the group of counselors that Brice saw fit as good, but put together a group of counselors that HE saw fit as perfect for what HIS plan was.

And isn't that awesome? God really has taught me a lot this summer, but this lesson has really settled on my heart. REAL love isn't determined by one outlook, but is only seen through the Love of Jesus.  I am so thankful for being moved to a director position this year, and can't wait to see what new lessons God teaches me as I take on this exciting role.

And so it goes...