I sometimes think that we spend too much of our time worrying about the future outcome instead of focusing on the present situation.
I began feeling this way probably around the 7th Grade. This was when I realized that teachers were constantly preparing us for the next grade. In every grade, my teachers would inform us that "when you are in (insert grade above here), you won't be able to (write in print, use cheat sheets, etc.). Therefore, as it is my responsibility as your teacher to prepare you for the next grade, we will as well not (write in print, use cheat sheets, etc.)" This is all fine and dandy, except for the fact that instead of it being a preparation it actually becomes a set back. Because rather than focusing on whatever needs to be accomplished in that grade, the teachers decide to "prepare" us for things we don't really need to be prepared for. When I get to the third grade, I'm still allowed to write in print. When I get to 8th grade, certain teachers still allowed cheat sheets. I sometimes thought it would be nice to just simply "be" in the grade I was in, rather than acting like the grade above me.
And isn't that the case when we witness to other as well? We can be so impatient at times --always wanting the person to get it
now--but really we just have to realize that Gods timing is perfect ( I think I discussed that in another blog) and that it's not our say when people will finally realize.
Real life example: I'm a church camp counselor. I love my job, and wouldn't spend my summers any other way. But I am really anxious when it comes to witnessing to my campers. During the first day I think "they will understand Jesus' love by the end of the day." Perhaps some do. Others don't. And I want them to understand NOW. Then we have the Salvation Message, and I declare "they will accept Jesus tonight. It will happen" Again- perhaps some do. Others don't. Why won't they get it now!? Aren't we witnessing to them?
The answer of course is yes. But alternatively, we should be look at their present situation and understand that maybe they're currently not ready. We've only planted a seed. A seed that will continue to grow each day, week, month, year. Who could ask for anything better? Sure they're not "getting it" right away, but they've
got it. Deep down. And they will eventually bring it up out of them and shine the light that only one who knows Jesus can.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, the future outcome is VERY important, but it shouldn't be what we dwell on. Especially when witnessing to others. The future is under control if we plant that seed. God knows what he's doing. We can only keep focusing on each present moment that comes our way, and make sure that they are experiencing the REAL love of Jesus Christ at each of those occasions.
And so it goes..
